Day 7 was a continuation of the pain. Let's have a serious discussion about this pain I'm having. My stomach hurts. Just hurts. There's no sharp pains. It doesn't help if I eat or if I don't eat. I am so conscious of my stomach. It feels like there's a balloon inside of me and I can't pop it. Today I bought Beano, but did not use Beano. Maybe I should just start taking it before I eat anything. It doesn't seem to matter what I eat, my stomach aches.
This is the day that I seriously thought about giving up on vegetarianism. I thought, "Why am I suffering?" "What is the point?!" I whined about it a lot today. Mom made pot roast for lunch and I kept staring at it on her plate. It said, "Eat me!" I wanted it too! I seriously almost had some and just said screw it!
Since my stomach has been hurting, I've been a little down. My will power was low at this point. I feel isolated in that I'm not eating the same things the people around me are eating. I also feel ugly cos having stomach aches makes me feel gross. I have fantastic self esteem, and this is rough.
Today I did discover Morning Star Chicken Nuggets. I don't like fried chicken. Laugh now, but I live in Alabama and don't eat the stuff. I love me some chicken nuggets though! My friends have suggested trying this stuff. I really liked them! Now, they were NOT chicken. lol. They didn't even taste like chicken. I'm not sure I can tell you what they tasted like cos I scarfed them down. The consistency was great too! They were the highlight of my Sunday, especially since I worked for 3 hours today.
02/13/11
Breakfast
Strawberry Yogurt
Lunch
Mommy-made macaroni & cheese
Broccoli - yes, it had bacon bits in it, but I didn't eat the actual bits
Green beans
Crescent rolls
Dinner
"Chicken" nuggets
Crispy crown tater tots
Sweet tea
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